Dear Han,
I miss you so much! I know this is a hard time for you and knowing that you’re emotionally distressed only drives me nuts. I wish I was right beside so that I could hug you tight and assure you that everything will be alright. But I’m so far away from you. I’m sorry. But I never failed to ask God to lighten your load and for you to overcome all the problems and trials you are facing right now. I’m here for you, it may not be physically, but I’m always here for you to hold on when everything is falling apart.
I know sometimes I've been too hard on you and give you burdens instead of making you happy. Perhaps, I was just torn with the distance between us and the lack of communication sometimes. It pained me knowing that there’s a growing gap between us. Silence kills me. But through silence, I realized how much time and efforts we lose on thinking about what’s wrong than figuring out how to make this relationship work. Perhaps, I’m just over thinking. I’m sorry.
I love you more than my pride and I know you need me and I need you too. Just always remember that when everything seems to fall apart and there’s no way out, think of me. I may not be the first to be beside you when almost everyone throws their punches on you, but I’ll take the last blow for you. You might fall but these hands will hold you tight, will help you stand and won’t let you go. I still hope and always believe in you. You can overcome this. We can overcome this. Keep on going. Keep on doing your best and never lose your trust in yourself. You can do it! I know…
Let them see that you’re the man… my man whom I will always love. Have faith.
Love,
Gha
